[on a period where his career faltered] I felt I wasn't able to live up to what I am supposed to be. I lost interest. That was the problem. The edge comes with the desire. I'm like a knife. You're either a butcher knife or a butter knife. It takes longer to cut off your dick with a butter knife. That's what I was. I don't know where that metaphor came from, but I'm sticking with it.