I wasn't really happy on stage. I wore sunglasses as I couldn't stand the stares. I had stage fright and thought, what am I doing here at all? I used to be a drummer, and then I always had something to do. Now, I was standing there, up front, and everyone was staring at me. It was uncomfortable for me, so I wanted to compensate for that somehow. That's where the fire came into play. It started out with two fountains a friend had given me once. Later, we also poured gasoline throughout the room and lit it with those two fountains, so the whole floor was on fire. This has kept developing over the years.
